Happy Birthday to me. Wrap up my past teen years. Experience alot, ups and downs emotions, losts, anger, mix views, sadness, unprepared. 13th, my first step to teenhood, it is the feeling kind of 'grown up' honestly its the same O another day. First day of secondary school just like any other first days in school, is the teachers strict? will I make friends? can I cope with the subjects? But I can say it is more independent. I remembered my first few friends in secondary school almost all of them were geeks not say geeks but kind of follow by the book kind of person. Its not so bad once you get to know them. As the years goes I've made more friends. And I realize I'm getting away from my old friends the ones who shared my beginnings years in secondary. They noticed, I felt guilty. As time goes by I know who are my real friends. End up the 'geeks' happens to be more truthful friends then the ones I knew after. Picking the right friends is always important to build up your social life. But never I been ignorant towards them, but some just deserve my ignorance. I have mix with different types of peoples. As the years goes by my teen life been quite stressful and pressure, I have to say I have not much to enjoy it as NS came by it ruined my life entirely. My life started to suck. Never knew I end my teen life being chain with NS.
Now, reached the 20th still haven't discovered who am I. Still searching 'me'. I have change here and there with my friends and my likings. Life seems more independent, freedom? I don't think so. Still chained with you should know. And I'm not loving it, no one does. Still eager to end this thing! Not much to say.
p/s: thanks for all the presents, celebrations, greetings I appreciates it! Thank you, always be loved! :)
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