now with 10 weeks to go...never in my mind i can go this far..
ensuring my physical at its best..i just realize all that "big" shot guys
wif fierce personalities..came out zero fighter...wth...first thing pop out of my head
was ?!?!?!?!?! LOL for ppl who are afraid of this kind of ppl...plz dun..
just a waste of time n energy..sickening really..LOL better yet dun even bother
hanging out with this kind of ppl...trying to scare ppl...
wat i have learnt for this is there's more to a person u shld know...just dun pick a fren
at first sight...get to know them really...n i mean really...n u shld noe if that person
could stand by ur side by all means..
for the whole of last week i've been missing someone...esp wen u cant get to see ur family
members...the loneliness feeling is there..i miss my dad...always heard them saying abt their fathers...abt their father occupation...hobby..how much u spend time wif ur dad...tat kind of stuff
i cant take it n i went up to my bed n cuddle up with my blanket n face the window..thinking wat would he be thinking wen im going thru all this...hoping to share some of my experience with him
and he would smile knowing im gg thru this...may dad rest in peace always be in my heart n always b thinking n praying for him...love u...
all i wish now is to get over n done with this...its been alot of pressure...nothing seems easy...
i never going to spend most of time with this... 2 years is already too much...thanks to the
government...cant wait to get enuff cash n get the hell out of this pointless country...
definitely not proud to b here...urh! something questioned me...y in the hell does this PR ppl
would wan to stay here?!?!?! n they had to wait for a long time to get their citizenship approve here...????? some ppl just dunno wat they get themselves into..
-signing off, khais firdaus-
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