to get thru this is get the sense of belonging..
i have to admit first week was a bold squared feeling, like ur freedom
is minimizing...that sucks! like ur whole life is being scheldule..arh!!
then slowly hatred feeling came along..the feeling of escaping...
its just awful gg thru all this...but the gd thing is im not tat old in there..
hahaha! most of them is like 20++...
getting use to the environment was really hectic...nothing seems easy..
every mistake will be spotted...that just really a pain in the ass..
wen the days of booking out coming i was excited as ever!
i wan this to b oover the soonest! i dunno how dec 09 intake onwards will gg thru this with
extra 4 weeks if this shit....gd luck....all i noe sept 9 i will pass this on...yess! 2 weeks passed..
11 more weeks to go....till then...tmr will gg bck there again...*cursecursecurse*
-signing off, khais firdaus-
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Tuesday, June 9, 2009 Am i excited? abt wat?
Guess im not gg to sch too soon now..
ppl says things happens for a reason...ok i take that as a
reasons in life..i shld say i definately not proud of this..
things been pretty shaky, unstable...my emotions got the best
of me..which is not gd..as i have only few days left..i shld say this year
is my breakdown..i never thought it could be like this..i can see myself changing..
which is not a positive sign..been stressed out with everything..its like
everything i do is getting on my nerve...its irritating...esp ppl keep asking
the same thing its really like a slap in the face...thats y i wanna b alone rite now..
i wanna think...wat am i gg to do...wat awaits me...
too bad im not born with a "silver spoon in my mouth".. gotta work my way
to get intuition..i never thought it could get harder n harder..
wat i need is a break..which i have to wait for a few years...
guess this is the life i gotta live...got the opportunity but no chance...
plus side in the mean time..im really addicted to facebook games..geo challenge is my fav!!
last night chatted with my ite classmate/godsis kak.rynn..really nice to hear from u.. :)
which is so long since we chatted..n convo with bro.zam too..the 3 of us...been quite some time i havent chatted like this..nice..
n i editted some things in this blog..new songs player..hahaha...
hope there's something to smile about.......................................
ppl says things happens for a reason...ok i take that as a
reasons in life..i shld say i definately not proud of this..
things been pretty shaky, unstable...my emotions got the best
of me..which is not gd..as i have only few days left..i shld say this year
is my breakdown..i never thought it could be like this..i can see myself changing..
which is not a positive sign..been stressed out with everything..its like
everything i do is getting on my nerve...its irritating...esp ppl keep asking
the same thing its really like a slap in the face...thats y i wanna b alone rite now..
i wanna think...wat am i gg to do...wat awaits me...
too bad im not born with a "silver spoon in my mouth".. gotta work my way
to get intuition..i never thought it could get harder n harder..
wat i need is a break..which i have to wait for a few years...
guess this is the life i gotta live...got the opportunity but no chance...
plus side in the mean time..im really addicted to facebook games..geo challenge is my fav!!
last night chatted with my ite classmate/godsis kak.rynn..really nice to hear from u.. :)
which is so long since we chatted..n convo with bro.zam too..the 3 of us...been quite some time i havent chatted like this..nice..
n i editted some things in this blog..new songs player..hahaha...
hope there's something to smile about.......................................
-signing off khais firdaus-
KHAIS FIRDAUS All Rights Reserved©2009