Sunday, August 3, 2008
3rd August, its all coming back to me.
Days,weeks, months, year has passed...can't stop thinking of my late dad eventho its passed but the feeling of missing is still there felt like so incomplete lately i felt so troubled like i couldn't move scare to be free mom was bz wif fariel n sewing clothes so i did get much communicating wif her everything seems difficult now, i can feel the loneliness. How sad i have to face life this way. i wish i could turn back time turn back time wen i was still a child, i could undo wat i did wasn't rite. Just too bad it was all to late to recover. NDP, hmm where shld i start.. Preview was last saturday it was okay performing was okay but i didn't feel the enthusiasm for NDP in me..how sad. Met alot of new frens there. I notice they are very socialize and caring eventho some of the faces seems like arrogant..yikes! overall i think participating in NDP was okay..i'm not sure if i would join again next year.. May tomorrow be a better day. -signing off khais firdaus-
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