Monday, February 18, 2008 'Things' happens...but i noe who got my back..
back aft quite a long time nw..
well things really didnt go my way this time..some changes i hav to face..some possibilities i have to anew..but as long as i noe who got my bck i noe i'll be alryte..eventhough the tough time i've faced it really hurt me n my loved ones..they cn say wat dey wan abt me..but as long as they leave my loved ones alone..if not just time will tell..
this past few days, i felt uneasy wif myself n everyone ard me...if i hurt u guys im truly sorry...irrelevantly i hav to say its my fault..i apologized..im nt the kind of guy wif ego in me..unfortunately after i apologized i still feel some anger, sadness, guilt n vengences..i will try to throw that feelings away..sometimes i hear myself so strange..dun noe y...mayb im afraid or guilty..life there's ups n downs..effectively i learn abt myself..that im too linien..so i shud be more strict..hehe..ok ok...mayb i shud open up a new chapter..forget the past, aim for a better future..my goal this time is to make my loved ones proud of me..eventhough i have to take a longer route to my goal, i will keep going let nothing stop me from doing..
in my frenster shoutout i wrote internal hardship, it meant inner guts depth is rising to higher greatness n its difficult to conquer the aims in life through the impossile obstacle..
and that really meant alot in my life...maybe some opportunities here n there but there's always a twist to it..mayb negative or positive...i noe theres always a wisdom to it..so i will learn it n run wif it..
signing off,
-Qhais Firdaus-

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Muhammad Khais Firdaus Bin Ramli,19,
who was born on 22 January 1990.
Located at Woodlands Regional
Graduated Building Drafting
Architectural
Passed Out from BMT Whiskey Company
Security Trooper
Clementi Camp
Decent.Gamer.Perfectionist