Monday, February 18, 2008
'Things' happens...but i noe who got my back..
back aft quite a long time nw.. well things really didnt go my way this time..some changes i hav to face..some possibilities i have to anew..but as long as i noe who got my bck i noe i'll be alryte..eventhough the tough time i've faced it really hurt me n my loved ones..they cn say wat dey wan abt me..but as long as they leave my loved ones alone..if not just time will tell.. this past few days, i felt uneasy wif myself n everyone ard me...if i hurt u guys im truly sorry...irrelevantly i hav to say its my fault..i apologized..im nt the kind of guy wif ego in me..unfortunately after i apologized i still feel some anger, sadness, guilt n vengences..i will try to throw that feelings away..sometimes i hear myself so strange..dun noe y...mayb im afraid or guilty..life there's ups n downs..effectively i learn abt myself..that im too linien..so i shud be more strict..hehe..ok ok...mayb i shud open up a new chapter..forget the past, aim for a better future..my goal this time is to make my loved ones proud of me..eventhough i have to take a longer route to my goal, i will keep going let nothing stop me from doing.. in my frenster shoutout i wrote internal hardship, it meant inner guts depth is rising to higher greatness n its difficult to conquer the aims in life through the impossile obstacle.. and that really meant alot in my life...maybe some opportunities here n there but there's always a twist to it..mayb negative or positive...i noe theres always a wisdom to it..so i will learn it n run wif it.. signing off, -Qhais Firdaus-
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