elo bloggers.readers! 1stly..i would like to say Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin

to all my muslim frens from WGS, ThaiExpress, KMNZee, A.S.K, ITE Bedok n all who noes me..ampun yer,, :)

The eve of raya..wen it was break fast time mum cried wen she heard takbir on the radio..coz dad always takbir on every eve of raya, never fails..i eyes getting wet but i hold my tears..wanna be strong for mama..:'(

First day of raya, wake up in the morning my tears flow keep flashing bck hw my father would wake me up to go hari raya prayers in the morning i cried at tat moment...den abg zam msg he was @ sports skul otw to my blk..quickly bathe n get ready..step out of my hse i cried again...the feelings living w/o a father reli tore me..wen to da RC met abg zam..so hapi to see him..he sacrifice his time to go hari raya prayers wif me..thanks abg! sat @ the RC for a few minutes den wen off the fragrance woods link hse..

otw dere i can't stop thinking of my late father..den its started..a drop of my tears flow..gosh..

den after the prayers it was the kutbah...the speaker was so loud reli squeeze my heart..after tat..i was shock i saw abg zam cried..i tried my best to calm him down..

den we went vist pt buy bubble tea! hehehe..

we sat at my RC..chit chattin' read newspaper camwhorin'..

we return hm den...i reached hm i salam my mother n say "selamat hari raya mama"...she cried..n say "kesian ayes kena g sorng sembahyang hari raya tkd abah.."..i say "tkpe mama, ayes pegi ngan abg zam.." i cannot hold my tears i quickly wen into my room...

den i saw mama still cryin' im sadden wat we hav to go through...den i wen to vista pt again buy carton of marinda bottled drinks...very the heavy..i was like a clown! ahahahaha..sweatin' my way to hm..

den watch tv..den sis all came..den i get ready..

den its time forgiving...my sis.bro all cried..mama of coz cried..i cannot speak my words out sey wen ask for forgiveness...but mama understand she told me to take cr of her...yes i will mama no matter wat it takes..went off to nyayi yayi hse...met anis fam dere and maman's fam..watch tv eat cookies eat ketupat eat lontong play xbox talk2 wif anis take2 pics...den we wen hm @ 6+...reached hm watch mimpi manis 2!!ahahahahaha..

wif abg zam after prayers